9/30/2006
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself aloneI belive the grass is no more greener on the othersideI believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbyeSo it's back to
Savage Garden again, back to the secure moments where I can hope for better tomorrows. I'll probably revert back to
Matchbox Twenty again soon haha, it's becoming a cycle.
& I've decided that 100words.net is one of the most useful things I've come across. Haha. Thanks, Issy. (oh gosh it's so strange to see your name in caps. Issy. issy. haha. wierd.) It's an outlet, sometimes for ranting, sometimes just to write down the most prominent of all the random thoughts that pass through your head during the day. I'd love to write in my diary everyday, but there just isn't the time. So 100words helps as a good substitute. Haha. And I'm not gonna take charge for any offence that I might have caused in writing those cos they're usually written when I feel the things the strongest >> at the end of the day, after those thoughts have been churning around in my head all day long. Hehh, (oops, I'm sorry:/) But they're quite ...
emo. Haha. Ahweeeeeeeelll. Emo in the Singaporean sense (emotional) and
very slightly emo in the English sense (haha, "omg i'm so emo i want to die oh yeah aiden!!! ugh okay my life sucks really i love black ooh i'll just go slit my wrists now but i'll never really dare to i just want the attention.. yeah. etc, etc. that's a true blue very very VERY Extreme emo. hahah)
Slacking all day, maybe I should just finish the day off by slacking somemore. Haha. Ugh, can't be bothered to do any work. ughhh. yeah okay let's just really get down the focusing tomorrow. hahaha xD
[sorry for random topic changes]
OHYA. haha, can't wait for December! xD Though it means that (GCSE/olevel) mocks'll be coming soon (January), my mum & brother are coming over! :D EXCITEMENT THANKYOU. hahaha yay (: But after that, my brother's off to NS ): Ughh. Hahh poo. Nevermind, let's just focus on the present for now :D DECEMBER!
:D
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